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okay....i hope my dad doesn't see this...but he figured out what was wrong with my first step mom. Some of you should remember....sammi, han....you two should anyway. Jeannette. Well all i forced myself was to remember about her was hating her. cause she was a haneous bitch. But then my dad brought up multiple personalities....and it made thing think "holy shit....HOLY SHIT!" by fucking God.
He was right. Cause I just remembered back when they first got married...she was really nice. she was very patient with me, she played with me and my brother. and she was the perfect daycare...er..babysitter.
That's when i was 3-4. then when i was five the bad shit started. She used to yell at me and thats one of the things that got me to hate yelling today, damn it's all coming back! cause she actually got violent with me once. She yelled and pointed down the hall "go to your room!" it didn't affect me i felt like i just squinted as my hair rushed back like in the cartoons then swiped me ear with my finger and told her no. She got this look in her eye that at this moment I just noticed she was so PISSED i had told her no. so she took me by my arm and LITERALLY dragged me down the hallway and tossed me in my room, slamming the door after me. she had never done that before. i told my dad and he NEVEr believed me cause she was all back to normal by the time he came home. so i thought her real personality was the bitch cause...you date the cacoon then when you get married it turns into a butterfly and it's cool or it turns into a spider and it EATS you! (thats for you neko!) And it just hurt me that my dad didn't believe me.
So then was the night when Jesse finally brought it Jeannette's difference to my dad's attention.......
with two kids complaining he was out numbered and finally kept watch and noticed there WAS something different. but not every day. so finally he told her to move the daycare somewhere else and I remember she looked...hurt. then she hugged me and walked out the door.
then my dad told me of a few new things.....
He said she'd be in Jesse's room sounding like she was having a conversation with someone on the phone. he wondered why she was locked in jesse's room talking on the phone, y'know what would she have to hide? so he picks up the mainline to "accidentally" try and use the phone...and he gets dial tone. she was talking to herself. for a whole fucking 10 minutes.
My dad said he'd seen this incident a few times. so anyway. later on...
They're divorced now and my best friend at the time Mandy, (not megami) was introduced to me by jeannette when i was five. She was...rini...and i was usagi *laugh* i remember. Well...evil jeannette was telling her parents lies about me so when i called they wouldnt let me talk to her and when i came over they denied her pressence.... it broke my heart. And i have mandy's phone number and everything's patched up. she's my Rini I can't just let her down but something's stopping me from calling her...so anyway.
I go to mandy's after the dust...err...remotely settles and jeannette's living with her family. So i rode over on my bike *gir noises* doo doo dooooo....then i knocked on the door. jeannette answers (this is a day after my birthday of 12 i think) and she has this bright smile on her face and she hugs me. "Happy birthday! Mandy and I got you something!" it was a pocket locket and a matching necklace. I gave the necklace to mandy and kept a picture of me n mandy in my locket. And she was all...happy. so mandy and I played dolls with sailormoon, tortured her little brother, played tellitubbies with him (blech) then jumped in the pool....then i went to leave so they could have dinner and they invited me to stay. they were making enchiladas (she's spanish) so i was like "SHWEET!" and stayed for enchiladas. Afterwards i said goodbye to everybody, giving a wink to "Rini" then I looked at jeannette...there was something different about her than earlier...her eyes had..changed. "bye jeannette!" she looked up at me with this look that CLEARLy stated 'dont fuck with me' and my eyes widened. wtf? so i blinked then left back to my dads.
then just last month I called to talk to my brother:
Me: Hi! *cheerful* is jesse there?
Jeannette: *grunt* ya who's this?
Me: amanda...
Jeannette: *wtf* amanda who?
Me: wright...
Jeannette: *bluntly* oh. ya hold on
then THIS month
Me: Hi, this is amanda, may I speak to jesse pelase?
Jeannette: oh hi amanda! how are you sweetie? *cheerful*
Me: O_O;; *confused* uhh, great! and you?
Jeannette: oh I'm good, jesse and I are just watchin a movie, here he is! it was nice talking to you!
Me: y-ya! ^^
.....THEN!!! no and Then. the rest is for myself to keep. But it all makes sense now!! Wow...my family is REALLY fucked up.
He was right. Cause I just remembered back when they first got married...she was really nice. she was very patient with me, she played with me and my brother. and she was the perfect daycare...er..babysitter.
That's when i was 3-4. then when i was five the bad shit started. She used to yell at me and thats one of the things that got me to hate yelling today, damn it's all coming back! cause she actually got violent with me once. She yelled and pointed down the hall "go to your room!" it didn't affect me i felt like i just squinted as my hair rushed back like in the cartoons then swiped me ear with my finger and told her no. She got this look in her eye that at this moment I just noticed she was so PISSED i had told her no. so she took me by my arm and LITERALLY dragged me down the hallway and tossed me in my room, slamming the door after me. she had never done that before. i told my dad and he NEVEr believed me cause she was all back to normal by the time he came home. so i thought her real personality was the bitch cause...you date the cacoon then when you get married it turns into a butterfly and it's cool or it turns into a spider and it EATS you! (thats for you neko!) And it just hurt me that my dad didn't believe me.
So then was the night when Jesse finally brought it Jeannette's difference to my dad's attention.......
with two kids complaining he was out numbered and finally kept watch and noticed there WAS something different. but not every day. so finally he told her to move the daycare somewhere else and I remember she looked...hurt. then she hugged me and walked out the door.
then my dad told me of a few new things.....
He said she'd be in Jesse's room sounding like she was having a conversation with someone on the phone. he wondered why she was locked in jesse's room talking on the phone, y'know what would she have to hide? so he picks up the mainline to "accidentally" try and use the phone...and he gets dial tone. she was talking to herself. for a whole fucking 10 minutes.
My dad said he'd seen this incident a few times. so anyway. later on...
They're divorced now and my best friend at the time Mandy, (not megami) was introduced to me by jeannette when i was five. She was...rini...and i was usagi *laugh* i remember. Well...evil jeannette was telling her parents lies about me so when i called they wouldnt let me talk to her and when i came over they denied her pressence.... it broke my heart. And i have mandy's phone number and everything's patched up. she's my Rini I can't just let her down but something's stopping me from calling her...so anyway.
I go to mandy's after the dust...err...remotely settles and jeannette's living with her family. So i rode over on my bike *gir noises* doo doo dooooo....then i knocked on the door. jeannette answers (this is a day after my birthday of 12 i think) and she has this bright smile on her face and she hugs me. "Happy birthday! Mandy and I got you something!" it was a pocket locket and a matching necklace. I gave the necklace to mandy and kept a picture of me n mandy in my locket. And she was all...happy. so mandy and I played dolls with sailormoon, tortured her little brother, played tellitubbies with him (blech) then jumped in the pool....then i went to leave so they could have dinner and they invited me to stay. they were making enchiladas (she's spanish) so i was like "SHWEET!" and stayed for enchiladas. Afterwards i said goodbye to everybody, giving a wink to "Rini" then I looked at jeannette...there was something different about her than earlier...her eyes had..changed. "bye jeannette!" she looked up at me with this look that CLEARLy stated 'dont fuck with me' and my eyes widened. wtf? so i blinked then left back to my dads.
then just last month I called to talk to my brother:
Me: Hi! *cheerful* is jesse there?
Jeannette: *grunt* ya who's this?
Me: amanda...
Jeannette: *wtf* amanda who?
Me: wright...
Jeannette: *bluntly* oh. ya hold on
then THIS month
Me: Hi, this is amanda, may I speak to jesse pelase?
Jeannette: oh hi amanda! how are you sweetie? *cheerful*
Me: O_O;; *confused* uhh, great! and you?
Jeannette: oh I'm good, jesse and I are just watchin a movie, here he is! it was nice talking to you!
Me: y-ya! ^^
.....THEN!!! no and Then. the rest is for myself to keep. But it all makes sense now!! Wow...my family is REALLY fucked up.