you mean the world to me even though you might be crazy

Aug 30, 2010 14:19








I don't like that I can't just go out to the movies with you, and I don't like that I can't fold the US in half and have the two ends meet. I don't like that the last time we talked just us alone, it felt really awkward and forced. I don't know what happened. I don't like that you say there's no one to talk to and I'm right here. Just say something. I don't like that throwing "How are you?" back at someone who asks it first distracts them from realizing that you never actually answered. I don't like that you are hurting. I so wish I could do something about that. I don't like that disagreeing with someone gives them license to call you discriminatory. I don't like that I feel like what I say is never enough with you. I don't like that I have no idea why we don't speak anymore. I don't like that I can't decide whether to try to make a friendship with you work again or just pretend we're fine and ignore it. I don't like that Twitter only allows 140 characters. I have more words than that.



There are lots of things I do like, too. I like that it's easy to talk to you. I like that we know each other. I like strawberries. I like that you brought me into the fold. I like that we could meet. I like that you and I can talk endlessly about how amazing it all is. I like being able to take care of you. I like the internet and cookies. I like that there's hope. I like that this situation is hard but promising. I like that it could all turn out happily.



Killing, like, 3 birds with one meme-sized stone.
Tagged by Chrisie, Sarah and Amanda who I lessthanthree.

~What song are you currently addicted to?
Solo by Demi Lovato

~What's your favorite season?
Spring

~What’s the latest movie you watched?
Charlie St. Cloud in the movies with my sister

~What is the one skill you wish you had?
I wish I could juggle.

~What’s your current fandom/obsession/addiction?
Respectively, Big Time Rush, Twitter and PopTarts.

~What's your favorite musical instrument?
Pianooooooo.

~What web sites do you always visit when you go online?
LJ, Juno, Tumblr, Facebook, Serial Drama.

~What was the last thing you bought?
Subway lunch and a lottery ticket. I know, I know...

~Most awesome book ever?
Teh Bible, yo. And like, Bel Canto by Ann Patchett or Wasteland by Francesca Lia Block.

~If you won 10,000 bucks today, what would you do with it?
Save it in an interest bearing account until I absolutely need it for school/rent/car/something important.

~Favourite time of day?
Really early morning when I'm the only one up. But I hate waking up early, so.

~What's the last thing that made you happy?
Finding out that Doctor Who was being marathoned all day today. What a pleasant surprise!

~Do you want to learn another language?
No. I can barely function with just English.

~Five things you can’t live without.
Phone/computer, books/fics, makeup, Wendy and my sister Emily.



And Sarah and Courtney asked these questions of me.

Courtney
breila_rose

1. If you could switch places with one person for a day who would it be and why?
A hobo. Or my mom. Or an orphan.

2. What movie can you watch over and over and never get bored?
Conversations with Other Women

3. If you could time travel where would you travel to? and why?
Britian during the Blitz. It's a momentous moment in history, but a moment close enough that I could understand and relate to it. It would be dangerous and thrilling and everything would be big and life would be so different and challenging.

4. Fav BTR moment?
The "social gathering" scene in Big Time Party.

5. What's your favorite color, movie, food, book, number, aaaand song?
Yellow, Conversations with Other Women or The Royal Tenenbaums, right now PopTarts, Bel Canto or Wasteland, 3, right now City is Ours.



Sarah
_kirbylicious_

1. Do you know how much I love you?
Sometimes. I love you, too.

2. Is there anything in your life you'd do over, or change?
I would consider many, many moments in the past. But the only thing I would actually change would be to never raise my hand to anyone. Hitting back is never an option, but I didn't realize that before.

3. What's something you want to do, but feel like you don't have the guts for?
Write again.

4. Do you have anyone you'd love to tell off, and why?
This lady from The Hair Cuttery who dyed my hair the wrong color and ruined my hair extensions. My blood still boils when I think about that.

5. If you could pick one person in the entire world to meet, living or dead, who would it be and why?
Jane Austen. Or a really high class call girl. I'd want to ask Miss Austen about her short lived engagement and her other possible romantic entanglements. I would also love to hear stories about clients and learn what the job is like from a high class call girl.



I'm curious.

What is your favorite song at the moment?
What food are you feeling like right now?
If you could be any animal in the world, what animal would you be and why?
Who is your favorite of the Rugrats and why?
Ground floor, basement or top floor? Alternately, top or bottom bunk? Why?

Thank you for your indulgence. Good day.





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