Jul 28, 2009 23:29
So here goes. I leave town sometime this Sat. I will not return for 3-4 weeks. Then I am home for a few days and then off again. This cycle will rinse and repeat for atleast a year. I am basicaly leaving my home in care of my wonderful wife, spectacular roomate and best friend , andthe newly aquired girl we are dating. i won't see me girls in this stage of life and it hurts. However I will be able to provide for my family in way that others only dream about. So I am making a big sacrifice to take care of my family. I hpe the girls understand when they get older. To my friends I will miss rly but this last year is more than I can handle. I was unemployed way to long. I am still mourning the loss of a personal hero. I think the change will be good for a time. I am working harder mentally then I have in a long time to keep my emotions in check and be a better person. I am now a Long Haul Trucker. So all jokes aside there will be no moss on this rolling stone. We will see where the dawn of a new day take me. In the end I guess I will find out more about my charachter then I have in a while. It's a hard road to do the right thing over an extended period of time. How long is your time frame?