why its stupid to think about things...
if your anything like me, you find yourself going through phases of thinking about everything for long periods of time. trying to figure things out in your head before you act on anything. once again i've come to the conclusion that this is worthless. the more you think about things, the more confused you get about things you want and what others want. thinking about things will not change anything, people can't read your mind. you just keep going in circles and upsetting yourself. so i'm going back to taking life as it comes to me. if people don't like who i am, fuck off. haha. they don't have to be my friend. and if they can't accept me, then i don't want to be their friend. you can't make someone like you, unfortunatly, or we'd all be happily married by now. and probably to the wrong person. anyway.. i'm taking life as it comes to me. no regrets. its pointless to try to make something happen when it has a good chance of not happening. :)