tonight...
so.. i went to battlecreek tonight to see my mom.. it went.. lol is the best way to describe it i guess. she got into a huge fight with her mom.. blah blah.. i then got home and decided it sucked to sit at home for 4 hours by myself before i had to work.. so i went to see elizabethtown with kris.. amazing movie btw.. then went straight to work.. when i got there all hell broke loose.. i'm quitting. fuck it, i don't give a fuck. I get there and find out that tom scheduled me next weekend.. definatly requested it off.. about a month ago.. fuck him.. i completely broke down at work (i don't cry at work.. but oh boy did i tonight). followed by several mini breakdowns throughout the night full of drunk assholes and other jackass's.. i hate everyone that i work with, i was a bitch the entire night, and it just sucked. abel(being my hero and all) let me go home early. i thought i was okay at this point in time.. so i get home, get ready to go to sleep, and have a complete break down again. decide its not safe for me to be home by myself like that, and start calling.. i'm glad i know someone will always be there for me.. even at 6:30 am when i'm crying so hard i can barely talk, while wondering around my parking lot cursing up a storm. pumpkin, your my hero of the night.. i love you! she asks me to go over to chelsie's. lots of tears, hugs, talking, 1 glass of clear lemonade, a pack of peanut butter crakers, and one episode of the l word later, i come home.. to an empty house feeling just as alone as i did when i left, but yet somehow in comfort knowing that i know who my real friends are. thank you kris.. i love you pumpkin! party it up on the eastside FRIDAY NIGHT!