Mar 29, 2005 23:58
Wow...I haven't updated in so long. A lot has happened since the last time I made an entry. Both good and bad, of course. Just to quickly update those of you who care and all you guys that I miss SO much! I live in Lampasas...yes the shit hole of a town I lived in before I moved to Austin. The people, well they're still the same..except for one....Joey. He's my boyfriend, and he is so amazing. I gives me reason for all that I do. He is my everything. Of course I still have to get my shit straight, like school. I was going to Lampasas High School, but the principle didn't think I would be able to graduate so he withdrew me, telling me that all I had done the time I was there was for nothing. But I was to blame. I didn't put forth my best effort, so now I have to figure something out. I completely squashed my mother's dream of walking down the aisle, graduating with my class, and having a senior year with my "friends". She is so disappointed in me. It sucks. *Katy...I miss you SO much. You did so much for me, more than any mother or sister or friend could do. I don't know how to describe how good of a heart you have. It takes time for a person to realize what they have until they have it no more. I'm sorry for everything that I did to you. You deserve the world!! *Corinne...You are the coolest, most sweetest littll fart knocker EVER!! I am constantly looking at pictures and remember all the good times we all had together. I honestly think those were the best times of my life, and I know I will always remember you for the rest of my life. I never felt so comfortable just being, me, than when I was with you. I miss you SO very much! *Buffy...I can't even put it into words. You....you were ALWAYS there for me. And I mean ALWAYS!! I can remember every single time something bad happened to me, or every time I was down, all it took was a phone call and you were right there for me. You were my shoulder to cry on when things got rough. I have never felt so free to express me feelings, my toughts, my past, everything.I love you so much for you just being you, Buffy. You mean the world to me. *Natalie...OMG!!! I miss you girl!! The few times we did hang out were awesome!!! You are such a down ass girl! I'm so happy for you and Thomas..yes I met him at Nuno's with you once....You deserve the best girl!!! I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Chris...You are the most coolest person ever! You have such a good heart. I remember taking pictures with you and Corinne and myself at your apt. on the webcam!!! OMG!!!!!!!That was the best night! And remember the movies we made.....OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOu are awesome!I miss you!!!1 *Jay...You're just crazy! But that's what I love about you! It's weird how we became friends...but I'm so thankful that we did! I treasure your friendship so incredibly much. When you stuck up for all those times, that made me realize how lucky I was to have your friendship.I never thought I would open up to you like I did, but I'm glad. Talking to you helped me realize a lot. Thank you for eberything. I miss you MUCHO!!! ***Okay, I have to go..but I'm not finished!!!! I'll finish later though!! I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! AND MISS YALL SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!