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i had another panic attack and missed work again today. tomorrow i'm going to talk to my manager and see if she can start scheduling me 3 days a week tops, i think that'll help cut back on the attacks.
i'm going to the pool with marcie at 2. talk about brave. i hate myself in a bathing suit. but what girl doesn't.
today is a day of new beginnings, it'd better be. i have to get rid of these panic attacks. i need to rely on God more to help calm me. it used to work, then i got embarrassed. or something.
i'm going to the pool with marcie at 2. talk about brave. i hate myself in a bathing suit. but what girl doesn't.
today is a day of new beginnings, it'd better be. i have to get rid of these panic attacks. i need to rely on God more to help calm me. it used to work, then i got embarrassed. or something.