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today was pretty eventful. after a long talk with dave and a really in depth session with my counselor, i am finally seeing an end to this craziness. i will graduate. i will go to seminary. i will be okay. i realize i have a fear of living alone, without someone to support me. i want to marry dave, but it needs to be for the right reason. not because i'm scared to live independently. we can wait, i can wait. dave can wait. we should all wait i think. with the exception of those amazing couples who are already married. especially those who have been awesome enough to welcome me into there home when i'm lonely in these 2 months without dave. thanks guys, you rock.