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"you might win some but you just lost one." -lauryn hill
i was close to saying that. hm. what a great, concise, perfect way of saying exactly what i was thinking. i just heard this song today. if i had heard it last week things would be very different this week.
sometimes i feel like i'm cutting myself short. i feel how much potential i have to be great. it's not me being cocky, i can taste my dedication and determination so i relate that to my own successes. i've always worked for everything i've gotten. for some reason the universe never seems to hand things to me on a silver platter.
when i get it, damn it's appreciated.
i want something now. i really want it. i just want to live like i did last year and feel the peace i felt with prieto. i'm good and all, but that feeling of serenity was like no other. so i busted out my life 101 the other night. trying to recreate the past. ...or at least remember the tools i used to have.
and i painted half a canvas the other night. that's insanely relaxing.
i've been wanting to make a new treasure map. i lost my old one! :( christmas break, yall. it's getting done.
since classes are over and finals are laid back, i'm actually relaxed. feels like yellow. coldplay knows what they're talking about.
there have been moments of my life with so much clarity. i wish those brief moments were instead constant.
yummy. the intro to "To Zion" just came on. so yummy. that guitar makes me lick my lips. one of the best songs ever. i'm gonna go look for some jazz. that'll be the cherry to my auditory sunday.
what would i do w/o music? i think i'd be a very sad jew.
oy vea.
hopefully i'll be hitting up the hookah tonight. i think natura has music on tuesdays. i had some strawberry, banana split, vanilla earlier. it was like a smokey bowl of ice cream. ..ok it tasted better than my description.
love to all who are interested in my little life and read this far. big props!
i was close to saying that. hm. what a great, concise, perfect way of saying exactly what i was thinking. i just heard this song today. if i had heard it last week things would be very different this week.
sometimes i feel like i'm cutting myself short. i feel how much potential i have to be great. it's not me being cocky, i can taste my dedication and determination so i relate that to my own successes. i've always worked for everything i've gotten. for some reason the universe never seems to hand things to me on a silver platter.
when i get it, damn it's appreciated.
i want something now. i really want it. i just want to live like i did last year and feel the peace i felt with prieto. i'm good and all, but that feeling of serenity was like no other. so i busted out my life 101 the other night. trying to recreate the past. ...or at least remember the tools i used to have.
and i painted half a canvas the other night. that's insanely relaxing.
i've been wanting to make a new treasure map. i lost my old one! :( christmas break, yall. it's getting done.
since classes are over and finals are laid back, i'm actually relaxed. feels like yellow. coldplay knows what they're talking about.
there have been moments of my life with so much clarity. i wish those brief moments were instead constant.
yummy. the intro to "To Zion" just came on. so yummy. that guitar makes me lick my lips. one of the best songs ever. i'm gonna go look for some jazz. that'll be the cherry to my auditory sunday.
what would i do w/o music? i think i'd be a very sad jew.
oy vea.
hopefully i'll be hitting up the hookah tonight. i think natura has music on tuesdays. i had some strawberry, banana split, vanilla earlier. it was like a smokey bowl of ice cream. ..ok it tasted better than my description.
love to all who are interested in my little life and read this far. big props!