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yay i'm finally here!
i'm up in orlando and i'm thrilled to have this apartment. i'm so happy that i have my own place i can't even describe. and my roomie isn't here yet so i got first dibs on everything. haha! i'm still unpacking (i'll hopefully finish tomorrow) and i have auditions tomorrow too! i hope i rock!
so i spoke to an ex boyfriend again tonight. "i want to give u a hug. / i kind of miss u. / id like to sneak off with u somewhere to .. catch up. / im sorry for wanting to kiss u again. / jess u know damn well that if we met and i kissed u sparks would fly.. at least i know ill feel like that. / if u were here id grab u and kiss u and look into ur eyes that even to this day make me shiver cuz they are amazing."
oh there was more. but i don't think it's right to post on lj. so wow. this is where he's at? here i am thinking it would be therapeutic to talk to him again... maybe even in person... and he's telling me he wants to kiss me. first it was a hug which seemed innocent enough because i would love to hug him back. c'mon. i've finally moved on. but now we can't meet up. i told him it's a shame he doesn't feel he could control himself. especially since he has a girlfriend now of a year and a half.
i'm worth so much more than that.
I just thought i'd let everyone know.
Ok off to bed now. Just thought i'd share my interesting conversation of the night.
Love to all from O-town!
i'm up in orlando and i'm thrilled to have this apartment. i'm so happy that i have my own place i can't even describe. and my roomie isn't here yet so i got first dibs on everything. haha! i'm still unpacking (i'll hopefully finish tomorrow) and i have auditions tomorrow too! i hope i rock!
so i spoke to an ex boyfriend again tonight. "i want to give u a hug. / i kind of miss u. / id like to sneak off with u somewhere to .. catch up. / im sorry for wanting to kiss u again. / jess u know damn well that if we met and i kissed u sparks would fly.. at least i know ill feel like that. / if u were here id grab u and kiss u and look into ur eyes that even to this day make me shiver cuz they are amazing."
oh there was more. but i don't think it's right to post on lj. so wow. this is where he's at? here i am thinking it would be therapeutic to talk to him again... maybe even in person... and he's telling me he wants to kiss me. first it was a hug which seemed innocent enough because i would love to hug him back. c'mon. i've finally moved on. but now we can't meet up. i told him it's a shame he doesn't feel he could control himself. especially since he has a girlfriend now of a year and a half.
i'm worth so much more than that.
I just thought i'd let everyone know.
Ok off to bed now. Just thought i'd share my interesting conversation of the night.
Love to all from O-town!