Aug 01, 2005 01:41
i need to remember that i'm worthy. i'm forgetting. i'm forgetting who i am.
i'm growing dependent. i'm never dependent.... i'm getting angry. i'm just hurting myself.
i finally spoke to prieto today. she helped, but i was only half listening because i needed to get ready for work. i just need to remind myself of who i am. say my affirmation a billion times and remember that i'm worthy. it's so much easier said than done.
i miss who i was with you. i need to find that person again. i LOVED that person. that woman was so happy.
i want ice cream and sprinkles. damn swensen's.