summer...
..."All was golden in the sky,
All was golden when the day met the night..."
it's 12:30 am, on a Wednesday night, and the rain is pouring down. There is almost no better time to reflect on recent events.
I just finished the semester, all my finals went well and I passed the semester with my lowest grade being a C+. I tried really hard actually, I wanted to do well this semester, and although my family reassured me of my well-doing, I know I am capable of so much more.
Unfortunately, two weeks ago - on May 18th I had another grand mal seizure. Five months since my last. And then, just a few days ago, on June 1st, I had another. Both times I was having trouble sleeping, however the seizure on the 1st happened before 4am, and it feels as if my threshold is shrinking - which is not good.
I just want some clarity. I mean really. I went months without being on medicine, and I start taking medicine again and I have two grand mal seizures? Oh and when I call my doctor - they are booked until August, how can a specialist even do that to a patient? It just doesn't seem right.
All was golden when the day met the night..."
it's 12:30 am, on a Wednesday night, and the rain is pouring down. There is almost no better time to reflect on recent events.
I just finished the semester, all my finals went well and I passed the semester with my lowest grade being a C+. I tried really hard actually, I wanted to do well this semester, and although my family reassured me of my well-doing, I know I am capable of so much more.
Unfortunately, two weeks ago - on May 18th I had another grand mal seizure. Five months since my last. And then, just a few days ago, on June 1st, I had another. Both times I was having trouble sleeping, however the seizure on the 1st happened before 4am, and it feels as if my threshold is shrinking - which is not good.
I just want some clarity. I mean really. I went months without being on medicine, and I start taking medicine again and I have two grand mal seizures? Oh and when I call my doctor - they are booked until August, how can a specialist even do that to a patient? It just doesn't seem right.