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i've been staying at kyle's house the last few days because of my mom. and we're hoping to go to chico asap. cause this place sucks. i found a civic for 800 and a corolla or something for 500. hopefully they won't sell by the time i have the money. cause once i get a car, i'm one step closer to moving out. i'm stuck here because all my ties are here. but not for lonnggg. i'm definitely going to be keeping in touch with everyone though. mainly tay, lon, dave, mark, lauren, and whoever else. i'm gonna miss everyone even more than i already do, cause it won't be like i can just go hang out if i wanted or if i was free, cause i'll be 500 miles away, haha. but i'll be 500 miles closer to where i need to be, so i'm looking forward to it.
by the way. i love kyle so much it's ridiculous. :] but in a good way haha :]
and a major weight has been lifted. i've forgiven through a message the accomplice in the breaking of my heart. i ran out of options to rid myself of my constant paranoia, so i took action. i sent her a message basically forgiving her, and what i got was not expected. she was really nice to me. and as i hoped, i feel so much better. i would say i should have done it sooner, but i think if i had, there would be a different outcome. but man, i feel great.
and my mom sent me an email that i wasn't expecting either. but i won't get into it.
so i'm here with chelsey, but she's downstairs. i'm hungry so i'll probably go make breakfast and see what she's up to. im also gonna see if her and vicky want to do something tonight cause kyle will be working late so it's a good opportunity for us to bond. james bond. hahahaaha i had to. okay...well anyway.
okaybye i'm gonna txt vicky
laaate
by the way. i love kyle so much it's ridiculous. :] but in a good way haha :]
and a major weight has been lifted. i've forgiven through a message the accomplice in the breaking of my heart. i ran out of options to rid myself of my constant paranoia, so i took action. i sent her a message basically forgiving her, and what i got was not expected. she was really nice to me. and as i hoped, i feel so much better. i would say i should have done it sooner, but i think if i had, there would be a different outcome. but man, i feel great.
and my mom sent me an email that i wasn't expecting either. but i won't get into it.
so i'm here with chelsey, but she's downstairs. i'm hungry so i'll probably go make breakfast and see what she's up to. im also gonna see if her and vicky want to do something tonight cause kyle will be working late so it's a good opportunity for us to bond. james bond. hahahaaha i had to. okay...well anyway.
okaybye i'm gonna txt vicky
laaate