Fukd Up World!!!
this world is 100% fukd up...i swear 2 god it is... wot is the point of existance?
wot is the point of friends? or at least ex-friends? they bitch at u ova things or decisions that u make?? bt they expect us 2 stand by them wen they du stuff we dnt like??
they r fukin pathetic dnt u think? we may judge them upon the things they du bt we keep our mouths shut on most occasions..bt yet we r the ones in the wrong wen evrything "blows" up....hmm how is that possible?? i dnt fukin think it is possible... jus cos ppl cut their bodies doesnt exactly mean its stupid n the only reason they r duin it is 2 get ppls attention, no its cos of their own reasons 2 y they r duin it, its none of ne1 else fukin businesses 2 wot the reasons r as wel....!!!!
As i ave also bin on the recievin end of sum1s opinion wen they ave found out ive bin cuttin myself , i find it rather pathetic 2 ave 2 listen 2 their bullshit opinion of the matter.....its not like i want 2 hear wot u think they think of the situation.... if i wanted 2 no about it then i wud ask 4 it...so jus butt out!!!!
The "best" thing bout the ppl hoo try 2 talk 2 me is that they always tend 2 go off n bitch bout me.... like certain ppl i rly did think was my mates bt they gossiped bout wot i did in my own time...ffs is it ne of their fukin business??? mayb they r fukin jealous... i dnt c y tho, because nearly evry1 i no is beautiful in their own way they jus ave 2 find out wot makes them beautiful....
I think that the problem ppl ave is that they r possibly scared of bein their own person n due 2 a mistake i made a few weeks (* sooooooo sorry bout that *) i now realise it takes time 2 become the person u want 2 b, and it also takes courage...!!
At the moment im findin it rly hard 2 consider ppl as friends because i dnt feel as if i fit in wiv ne1 at school bcos they all ave their own lil groupies... sum ppl ave their barbie doll section n the only ppl i feel as if i connect wiv, wel im scared they wnt want me 2 hang around wiv them, they wud prob reject me even if i try 2 befriend them, cos that is wot happened 2 me before...i jus want 2 b accepted bt i ave a fear that it is sumat that is neva goin 2 b happen. mayb im destined 2 neva ave true friends jus ppl hoo jus want me 2 b around wen they dnt ave ne1 else... god im such a loser...
Jess >>>>>> CAN ALSO B SPELT AS L.O.S.E.R!!!
that is jus how i feel.....
wot is the point of friends? or at least ex-friends? they bitch at u ova things or decisions that u make?? bt they expect us 2 stand by them wen they du stuff we dnt like??
they r fukin pathetic dnt u think? we may judge them upon the things they du bt we keep our mouths shut on most occasions..bt yet we r the ones in the wrong wen evrything "blows" up....hmm how is that possible?? i dnt fukin think it is possible... jus cos ppl cut their bodies doesnt exactly mean its stupid n the only reason they r duin it is 2 get ppls attention, no its cos of their own reasons 2 y they r duin it, its none of ne1 else fukin businesses 2 wot the reasons r as wel....!!!!
As i ave also bin on the recievin end of sum1s opinion wen they ave found out ive bin cuttin myself , i find it rather pathetic 2 ave 2 listen 2 their bullshit opinion of the matter.....its not like i want 2 hear wot u think they think of the situation.... if i wanted 2 no about it then i wud ask 4 it...so jus butt out!!!!
The "best" thing bout the ppl hoo try 2 talk 2 me is that they always tend 2 go off n bitch bout me.... like certain ppl i rly did think was my mates bt they gossiped bout wot i did in my own time...ffs is it ne of their fukin business??? mayb they r fukin jealous... i dnt c y tho, because nearly evry1 i no is beautiful in their own way they jus ave 2 find out wot makes them beautiful....
I think that the problem ppl ave is that they r possibly scared of bein their own person n due 2 a mistake i made a few weeks (* sooooooo sorry bout that *) i now realise it takes time 2 become the person u want 2 b, and it also takes courage...!!
At the moment im findin it rly hard 2 consider ppl as friends because i dnt feel as if i fit in wiv ne1 at school bcos they all ave their own lil groupies... sum ppl ave their barbie doll section n the only ppl i feel as if i connect wiv, wel im scared they wnt want me 2 hang around wiv them, they wud prob reject me even if i try 2 befriend them, cos that is wot happened 2 me before...i jus want 2 b accepted bt i ave a fear that it is sumat that is neva goin 2 b happen. mayb im destined 2 neva ave true friends jus ppl hoo jus want me 2 b around wen they dnt ave ne1 else... god im such a loser...
Jess >>>>>> CAN ALSO B SPELT AS L.O.S.E.R!!!
that is jus how i feel.....