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Oct 06, 2005 19:54

It's Thursday evening.
In less than 24 hours it will be Fall Break.

I should be studying for my history test on "The Confederation and The Constitution". Unfortunately, I would rather not read about "Landmarks in Land Laws," "The World's Ugly Duckling," or "A Convention of 'Demigods.'" Our history book makes me sick. Really, it does. Anyways, back to my point: I should be studying, but I am moping.
Mopingmopingmoping.
About nothing in particular,
and everything.
Today has been such a weird day.. I feel like I've floated through it and done nothing. Just like I was there and watched everyone else live their lives today. I didn't do anything important, I'm not even sure if I laughed today. It was just won of those days... People talk to you and you don't really hear what they say. You miss everyone, so much that it hurts, but do not want to talk to anyone.
I feel like I have.. no friends. I know I do, but I never see them. I feel like they've forgotten about me, or worse, think I've forgotten about them.

I've decided I want new friends. Not like I want to replace my old friends, no no no never, I just want to meet new people. It's exhilirating. Getting to know people for the first time... figuring out their habits and what makes them happy and what doesn't. I love it.

I need to cheer up.
Some one please help me do this.

I love you all. And chances are, I miss you.

P.S. Leave me a message and tell me something I don't know about you.
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