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last night i was really drunk and i fell out of my bed (while someone was in it- which was embarassing i guess) and it knocked the wind out of me and my hip hurts so bad and i swear i have a bruised rib. my bed is like 10 feet off the ground by the way, so yeah :(
also i apparantly smoked a cigarette with my foot. i always blackout i hate it. im so bad about drinking.
speaking of drinking, that stupid class i have to take is finally almost over. i had to go to either an AA or an NA (narcotics anonymous) meeting cuz the guy is making us write a paper on it. i went to the NA one. it was really interesting, they were all really welcoming, some of them looked completely normal, and there was even a girl about my age there. They all told at least part of their stories.. it was touching. i really almost cried at one point.
i was thinking, and i think mother nature is trying to wipe us out. like with the tsunami? and the recent outbreak of std's and aids, it seems like somthings trying to stop us from reproducing! i was in biology and this was all i could think of while the teacher was talking about evolution and natural selection and shit. since we are so mean to her, i think mother nature was like fuck natural selection its too slow. and then tsunami's us! but nature created us. but maybe its thinking oh man i created a monster. i wonder what the world was like in between the dinosaurs and man. and i wonder if humans die, what will come next? or will we just maybe evolve into something else? or is man the end of it? i wonder if we all die some day, what will the ghosts do? there ARE ghosts you know. what if there is another earth in another galaxy in another solar system. with like weird alien people. and what if they know about us! what if they are CONTROLLING the earth? like with a remote control. what if they CREATED us?! who knows how long they have been around and the things they have been able to develop. maybe they are like 1000000 years ahead of us and are really smart and have super powers... and decided to make us as like a science experiment or something. maybe they slowed down our time and so a year for us is like a day for them. haha i should make up a new religion, based on something like... "man vs. nature... the reality show watched by weird alien people in another galaxy". wow theres so much more... k hah im going to sleep.
also i apparantly smoked a cigarette with my foot. i always blackout i hate it. im so bad about drinking.
speaking of drinking, that stupid class i have to take is finally almost over. i had to go to either an AA or an NA (narcotics anonymous) meeting cuz the guy is making us write a paper on it. i went to the NA one. it was really interesting, they were all really welcoming, some of them looked completely normal, and there was even a girl about my age there. They all told at least part of their stories.. it was touching. i really almost cried at one point.
i was thinking, and i think mother nature is trying to wipe us out. like with the tsunami? and the recent outbreak of std's and aids, it seems like somthings trying to stop us from reproducing! i was in biology and this was all i could think of while the teacher was talking about evolution and natural selection and shit. since we are so mean to her, i think mother nature was like fuck natural selection its too slow. and then tsunami's us! but nature created us. but maybe its thinking oh man i created a monster. i wonder what the world was like in between the dinosaurs and man. and i wonder if humans die, what will come next? or will we just maybe evolve into something else? or is man the end of it? i wonder if we all die some day, what will the ghosts do? there ARE ghosts you know. what if there is another earth in another galaxy in another solar system. with like weird alien people. and what if they know about us! what if they are CONTROLLING the earth? like with a remote control. what if they CREATED us?! who knows how long they have been around and the things they have been able to develop. maybe they are like 1000000 years ahead of us and are really smart and have super powers... and decided to make us as like a science experiment or something. maybe they slowed down our time and so a year for us is like a day for them. haha i should make up a new religion, based on something like... "man vs. nature... the reality show watched by weird alien people in another galaxy". wow theres so much more... k hah im going to sleep.