MY PERFECT WEEKEND
And yeah thats just how it started everything was awsome friday night things seemed better between us than ever before it finally looked like we were going somewhere and we still had the whole weekend together. then it all went to hell, but i dont know if it was me or him im not even sure really what happened...but i wish it haddent. it sucked so bad, i had to leave, then the last five min i forced myself to go back in. i had a feeling he was going to show up at deavins after, and i really didnt want him to. before this stuff happened i did, but after i just wanted to be away from him. i was upset when he did show up, now i wish the cop had never come to deavin's house cause then maybe things would be better now.....i wanted talk so bad last night, but i just couldnt i had to make up an excuse to get off the phone cause i couldnt stand talking to him....this was after i though of a stupid excuse just to call him. i dont know what i even expected to happen, or if i expected anything at all. im not ready to give up, and at the same time i think what if i do.......or what if i dont......?