love you so much

Dec 27, 2005 22:38

I know i haven't been much on updating this thing lately, but as many probably know my mom has been really sick, and my time with her was more important that anything, and yesterday morning my mom lost her battle with cancer.
This has been such a difficult year, i can't even begin to explain; but losing my best friend and mother is the hardest thing i've ever had to deal with and still has not fully set in yet. i would not wish what my mom went through on my worst enemy, as it feels like something evil took hold of our lives and took her away from us. she was very healthy, phsyically, mentally and spiritually, this came out of know where and was so fast. it just reminds me to take a deep breath every morning and enjoy everything God has given us here, the air, the rain, your family, friends, sand between your toes, and even a krispy kreme donut. My mom was such a beautiful person inside and out, and had such an incredible life, she enjoyed everything, and everyone, and made me laugh more than any person i know. i can only hope that i can be half of the person she was and i know i can always smile when i think of her. she will never be forgotten.



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