non successful.
went to lawrence tonight, i hadn't been in awhile but some friends had a potluck so i decided to get out and see some folks i haven't talked to in some time, plus i had the day off. it was ok, i felt distracted by many things though, like everything was in fast forward and i was in slow motion.
i think i just really miss having people around all the time, people who i can be myself around. its weird the things you end up missing, but its been hitting me hard lately.
i have alot of things on my mind, and alot of stuff could be changing in the next few months. who knows though, i'm not going to say anything and be one of those people who talks out their ass about all the things their going to do and then never do them, i've done an ok job of not teasing myself lately, and i only hope that gets better. making things actually happen, i feel, is the best thing i can do right now.
i think i just really miss having people around all the time, people who i can be myself around. its weird the things you end up missing, but its been hitting me hard lately.
i have alot of things on my mind, and alot of stuff could be changing in the next few months. who knows though, i'm not going to say anything and be one of those people who talks out their ass about all the things their going to do and then never do them, i've done an ok job of not teasing myself lately, and i only hope that gets better. making things actually happen, i feel, is the best thing i can do right now.