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im at my grandma's house right now.i dont understand how my grandfather can be so negative and aweful to any living thing. and then the next moment thank me for helping. then the next moment tell me what a "fuck up" i am. ugh what a emotionaly draining morning. i'm suposed to go hang out with sadie tonight that will be fun. we can make food and watch movies and giggle. i have had the strangest last couple of days. i met someone from myspace. his name is ben. he is soo funny i have never gotten along with someone just from the start. we saw oceans 12 it was a fantastic movie. we both were googlily eyes at brad pitt...but wait a second who isnt. im waiting for sadie to call me and tell me to come over. i realized i hate being at one spot for too long i get anxious. like i am now. expecialy when i know im doing something else somewhere else when i leave.im the easiest person to shop with though cause i hate being in stores for a long time so i shop quick and easy. some people that bothers but im very much like a male in aspect. i got my christmas shopping done in an hour in a half. except for llike two people. crazy! i hate this computer it hurts my fingers to type cause the keyboard is so old. and the keys dont press all the way down. and its loud. errr. well i think thats all for now. my longest entry yet....with my own words.