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So this pretty much has to be one of the worst years EVER. I definelty think I stand alone in that feeling but whatever its true to me.
It sucks so much coming to the realization that things arent gonan work out as you planned and knowing that you arent as smart as you once thought you were. Yea waitlisted from my second choice and rejected from the college I invisioned spending the next four years at. REJECTED. THAT FUCKING SUCKS. I hate hearing how everyone is getting into their schools and is so excited and I hate even more those people who get into schools and dont give a shit cause they arent up to their so called standards. So maybe my first choice was a breeze for someone to get into but honestly shut the fuck up about giving me ur spot there cause guess what...pity doesnt do shit for someones ego. Its like everything I have done ncl, nhs, freakin 4.0s, dont mean shit. what the hell do they want from me???? I HATE COLLEGE. Not only college, but everything is just going all shitty for me. Some people just dont realize what they do to people. I hate effin competition and if you know what im talking about, i just cant give up. UGH!!!!!!!!
It sucks so much coming to the realization that things arent gonan work out as you planned and knowing that you arent as smart as you once thought you were. Yea waitlisted from my second choice and rejected from the college I invisioned spending the next four years at. REJECTED. THAT FUCKING SUCKS. I hate hearing how everyone is getting into their schools and is so excited and I hate even more those people who get into schools and dont give a shit cause they arent up to their so called standards. So maybe my first choice was a breeze for someone to get into but honestly shut the fuck up about giving me ur spot there cause guess what...pity doesnt do shit for someones ego. Its like everything I have done ncl, nhs, freakin 4.0s, dont mean shit. what the hell do they want from me???? I HATE COLLEGE. Not only college, but everything is just going all shitty for me. Some people just dont realize what they do to people. I hate effin competition and if you know what im talking about, i just cant give up. UGH!!!!!!!!