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i am so tired.
im so stressed out over this baby, i hate not being in control and not knowing whats going to happen.
He has fetal hydrophnosis, which is a build up of urine in his right kidney and they say its common and that hes really healthy, but then why am i having to go twice a week every week untill he comes out. You'ed think as much as he moves around the would pee it out. But oh well, i just have knowing something is wrong. then today i get a call from my obgyn's office telling me i have to take the diabetes test again because the results of my last one came back to high. so what that means i dont know. my goodness.
i just want to hold gavin so bad.
im so stressed out over this baby, i hate not being in control and not knowing whats going to happen.
He has fetal hydrophnosis, which is a build up of urine in his right kidney and they say its common and that hes really healthy, but then why am i having to go twice a week every week untill he comes out. You'ed think as much as he moves around the would pee it out. But oh well, i just have knowing something is wrong. then today i get a call from my obgyn's office telling me i have to take the diabetes test again because the results of my last one came back to high. so what that means i dont know. my goodness.
i just want to hold gavin so bad.