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so as usual i havent posted in here in ages and stuff has been going on. the engagement party went well, despite it being during a hurricane, on the water. everyone got along (thank god) and it was a ton of fun all around. nick and i got our own place in bohemia, we like it, its not too far from our jobs and its ours. been doing some wedding planning. today is officially a year and a half till the actual wedding. fuck, thats scary. its exciting and scary and amazing and wonderful and terrifying. i'm not scared of marrying nick, i'm just scared the day wont live up to what we want for it. but fuck it we'll do our best to make sure it does. we booked our photographer. who knew pictures would be so much money, but we love her so its ok. we went into long island city about two weeks ago in the pouring rain to meet with her in her studio. it was so weird to be sitting on this tiny white couch, listening to what i can only describe as french indie/jazz going through huge books of other peoples weddings talking about our own wedding. so weird, but also pretty awesome. we found someone for video too, and they're fucking amazing. she happens to be friends with our photographer which is good so they wont be fighting which apparently is a real possibility or so i've been told. what else what else, been going to the doctor which is weird because i hate the doctor, but i hate anxiety attacks more. fucking lame. ummm, i dont know what else to really write about. i always think oh i'm gonna write so much i'll write about this this and this and then i sit down to do it and my mind goes blank, fuck it. so i guess thats all i'm gonna write, itll probably be another three months till the next time i post.
**edit: i just remembered i wanted to talk about how my job sucks lately. they cancelled our christmas party, took away all overtime and now no bonuses. granted i dont rely on my overtime or bonus and i wasnt planning on going to the party, its still fucking lame, especially when i work in billing and see the kind of money we get from insurance companies. dumb.
also i want this:
**edit: i just remembered i wanted to talk about how my job sucks lately. they cancelled our christmas party, took away all overtime and now no bonuses. granted i dont rely on my overtime or bonus and i wasnt planning on going to the party, its still fucking lame, especially when i work in billing and see the kind of money we get from insurance companies. dumb.
also i want this: