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warning: crazy wedding ramblings
so even tho theres two years before the wedding, i'm driving myself crazy because i want to plan everything like, yesterday. we have a hall which will be the venue for the ceremony as well as the reception. it was the first one i saw online, the first one nick and i went to, and we fell in love with it. its prefect, its everything we could want. i'm currently looking at photographers and the ones i like are either way too much money, dont do albums or arent giving prices for 2010 yet. liweddings is a curse as much as it is a blessing. i'm supposed to have a photographer at the engagement party? what? speaking of, i need to get that guest list together and try to order invitations. who knew invitations could be so expensive, i also lost the direction cards capt bills gave us, i dont know where tho. its so easy to see how planning all this could get so out of hand money wise, yes i want custom cocktail napkins and yes i want those gorgeous chair covers. are said chair covers worth the 500 theyd cost to rent for the day? not really, but i do like them. if one more person asks me about a wedding dress, i'm going to stab them. i have no desire to even look at dresses, tho i've already got dresses for the girls picked out. still not sure whats going on as far as a bridal party, ideally i'd like to have that figured out by the engagement party, but who knows. because we booked the hall, we have an official date. may 15, 2010. i'm getting married may 15, 2010. holy shit, i'm getting married. yes, i've been engaged since january of this year, but its still weird to say it, i'm getting married. its crazy to think i'm going to be the first of my friends (besides angie who is getting married in november 09 last i heard) to get married. i never thought i would ever get married, especially this young. i'll be 25 when i get married, thats insane, but also perfect. then we can look for a house, enjoy being married for a bit and then start a family. one of the craziest parts of all of this is i'm not scared to do any of this with nick. its insane to think that just three years ago, i was miserable, hanging out with random jerks going nowhere in life. three years later, i'm in a wonderful relationship with the man i'm going to marry and start a family with, i've got a pretty good job that i've been promoted at in just six months, and i've got my shit together. its like i'm not even the same person.
so even tho theres two years before the wedding, i'm driving myself crazy because i want to plan everything like, yesterday. we have a hall which will be the venue for the ceremony as well as the reception. it was the first one i saw online, the first one nick and i went to, and we fell in love with it. its prefect, its everything we could want. i'm currently looking at photographers and the ones i like are either way too much money, dont do albums or arent giving prices for 2010 yet. liweddings is a curse as much as it is a blessing. i'm supposed to have a photographer at the engagement party? what? speaking of, i need to get that guest list together and try to order invitations. who knew invitations could be so expensive, i also lost the direction cards capt bills gave us, i dont know where tho. its so easy to see how planning all this could get so out of hand money wise, yes i want custom cocktail napkins and yes i want those gorgeous chair covers. are said chair covers worth the 500 theyd cost to rent for the day? not really, but i do like them. if one more person asks me about a wedding dress, i'm going to stab them. i have no desire to even look at dresses, tho i've already got dresses for the girls picked out. still not sure whats going on as far as a bridal party, ideally i'd like to have that figured out by the engagement party, but who knows. because we booked the hall, we have an official date. may 15, 2010. i'm getting married may 15, 2010. holy shit, i'm getting married. yes, i've been engaged since january of this year, but its still weird to say it, i'm getting married. its crazy to think i'm going to be the first of my friends (besides angie who is getting married in november 09 last i heard) to get married. i never thought i would ever get married, especially this young. i'll be 25 when i get married, thats insane, but also perfect. then we can look for a house, enjoy being married for a bit and then start a family. one of the craziest parts of all of this is i'm not scared to do any of this with nick. its insane to think that just three years ago, i was miserable, hanging out with random jerks going nowhere in life. three years later, i'm in a wonderful relationship with the man i'm going to marry and start a family with, i've got a pretty good job that i've been promoted at in just six months, and i've got my shit together. its like i'm not even the same person.