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so many best friends ive had. but really i havent had any. we were making small talk and i was busy reading something on some other worthless website so i told her i was going to bed. [which i was as soon as i was done reading stupid shit online]. so i went to get offline but i read my missed messages first. she said bye, talk to you later- the usual. but then i noticed that in bwtween it all she added in caps "YOUR MY BEST FRIEND!!!!" [exclamation points included]. it was silly but it made me cry. she didnt know. and i didnt say anything back. not shamefully, because maybe she is my best friend. but how loosely i have used that label. best friend. hmm... maybe next time i wont call you my best friend, not because i dont mean it, but because i have yet to discover what ive been lacking since forever.