Apr 24, 2005 13:21
its the little things i miss alot. i dont feel justified in saying i feel shitty. and i dont feel right about alot of the decisions ive made recently. and im not real happy about the relationships cycles i create for myself. things need to change now. everything seems so definite when change is in order. yet nevertheless tentative. i wish everyhting i want didnt feel so far away.