i knew it

[jessshamus]

so now that i'm back from break everthing IS different, just as i had expected. i really hate you for making it like this. i'm not really unhappy with how everything is, but its just not the same. oh well. i've really been thinking alot about transferring lately. i wonder how it would be if i did. like, i wonder if certain people would even care.

i really have so much work to get done. im so stressed. i hate it