you're frustrated by the cracks, in the pavement, and every mother's back
so I'm writing my college application essay. My first application that I've started...and it has to be in by friday...and I know it won't be in...And I won't get in cuz I'm late...But what the fuck. I give up. I'm taking a year off anyway. I Haven't even gotten my letters of reccomendation yet. I haven't even asked teachers to write them. Or talked to guidance lady. she sucks. Cuz she isn't helping at all.
I always feel kind of left out when I read people's posts and they have music listed on the music space of the post...Because I never lsiten to music when I'm on the computer, because I don't really stay on long enough for it to be worth it...But also the stereo doesn't play cds, and I dont know the names of the songs on the radio, so there's no point in me writing anything but gaybitchiness...SO- yeah thats just my lj insecurity. You know, I'm sure that other people have these weird feelings that I always describe in here, but they just don't tell the world like I do. I'm just weird like that.
I always feel kind of left out when I read people's posts and they have music listed on the music space of the post...Because I never lsiten to music when I'm on the computer, because I don't really stay on long enough for it to be worth it...But also the stereo doesn't play cds, and I dont know the names of the songs on the radio, so there's no point in me writing anything but gaybitchiness...SO- yeah thats just my lj insecurity. You know, I'm sure that other people have these weird feelings that I always describe in here, but they just don't tell the world like I do. I'm just weird like that.