wow
It's so dead on LJ now...I know it took me three years to find my sanity again, but still, so much change in 3 years? I was looking over my journal and surprised at myself that I took acting classes and sought it out at one point as a career....I look at myself in the mirror now and I seem so...not special. I can't picture myself as an actress or model anymore.... meh. oh well.
As it's required to find myself again, I'm thinking I might start keeping a daily journal. I stopped writing for so long that I can't get myself off the ground. Finally being back to my non zoloft and taking care of babies self, I can focus on myself and possibly root myself back into what I want to do with my life. I hate that I stopped school and uprooted myself on an elopement that was doomed only to uproot again and run backwards...with nothing to show for it.
But I'll pour my heart out later. Hopefully I'll find something that sparks inside me like acting did.
As it's required to find myself again, I'm thinking I might start keeping a daily journal. I stopped writing for so long that I can't get myself off the ground. Finally being back to my non zoloft and taking care of babies self, I can focus on myself and possibly root myself back into what I want to do with my life. I hate that I stopped school and uprooted myself on an elopement that was doomed only to uproot again and run backwards...with nothing to show for it.
But I'll pour my heart out later. Hopefully I'll find something that sparks inside me like acting did.