Update
So, I'm back in Utah.
Having found and read my soon to be ex-husbands journal and thoughts on our situation, the only thing I can say is...yup, both of us were on a totally different page.
Life sucks. I still miss him. I still find things online that I want to show him and at least be friends, but womanly insanity has set in and i can't talk to him or even about him without getting emotional. What hurts more is he had more than a month to stop me but apparently already had someone ready to take my place when i left.
To start at the beginning would take forever so I'll post details and everything that's been going on when I have time, but today is a bill paying/errands/moving day.
Chow
Having found and read my soon to be ex-husbands journal and thoughts on our situation, the only thing I can say is...yup, both of us were on a totally different page.
Life sucks. I still miss him. I still find things online that I want to show him and at least be friends, but womanly insanity has set in and i can't talk to him or even about him without getting emotional. What hurts more is he had more than a month to stop me but apparently already had someone ready to take my place when i left.
To start at the beginning would take forever so I'll post details and everything that's been going on when I have time, but today is a bill paying/errands/moving day.
Chow