I LOVE JESUS!
WOW! So it's actually letting me update! SHOCKER! Any ways! How come it always seems that I always tell people how I feel too late? I mean come on! I would tell them sooner if I thought I had a chance with them and when I think I do, they hae some one else. Which sucks but if it's meant to be, it will be.
So I'm finally actually getten over Jon. I seem him and I think to myself- Man why did I let him get to me like I did? I mean don't get me wrong, I loved him and I still do only b/c of what we've been through, but the way he has done me. I should have been over him the day he dumped me. But it takes time I guess.
I'm finally getten my life staight and getten me priorities straight. I went to church last night with Tosha and Chase. Man, last night made me realize how far away from God I really am. I'm letting temptations get the best of me. And I'm starten to become a better Christian as well as a better person. And there a few of my friends that have let temptations get the best of them. And I juss pray that one day they will realize that they too have strayed away from God and find him again. And that comment isn't pointed directly at a certain person. It's just that I know that if through all of my hardships that I can realize that waht I was doing was wrong and it was temptation that people who actually read this might be able to, too. I thank Tosha and Chase both for inviting me to go with them. I really loved thier church and I'm planning on going back and hopefully becoming a member there. It's juss taken me a while to get back in touch (I guess you can call it that) with God. But if you read this please just think about your relationship you have with God right now. And ask yourself if you do or if you don't. And if you do, ask yourself how good is thaat relationship with him. That's what I had to do.
But I'm gonna go before I just start lecturing and making people mad. But that urks me when ppl get mad about that. BNut I'm going. Ttyl!
So I'm finally actually getten over Jon. I seem him and I think to myself- Man why did I let him get to me like I did? I mean don't get me wrong, I loved him and I still do only b/c of what we've been through, but the way he has done me. I should have been over him the day he dumped me. But it takes time I guess.
I'm finally getten my life staight and getten me priorities straight. I went to church last night with Tosha and Chase. Man, last night made me realize how far away from God I really am. I'm letting temptations get the best of me. And I'm starten to become a better Christian as well as a better person. And there a few of my friends that have let temptations get the best of them. And I juss pray that one day they will realize that they too have strayed away from God and find him again. And that comment isn't pointed directly at a certain person. It's just that I know that if through all of my hardships that I can realize that waht I was doing was wrong and it was temptation that people who actually read this might be able to, too. I thank Tosha and Chase both for inviting me to go with them. I really loved thier church and I'm planning on going back and hopefully becoming a member there. It's juss taken me a while to get back in touch (I guess you can call it that) with God. But if you read this please just think about your relationship you have with God right now. And ask yourself if you do or if you don't. And if you do, ask yourself how good is thaat relationship with him. That's what I had to do.
But I'm gonna go before I just start lecturing and making people mad. But that urks me when ppl get mad about that. BNut I'm going. Ttyl!