Aug 28, 2005 13:49
I remember everything we have done... From the first time we hald hands... To the last.... And that's all I have to live with now... Are memories... Everything happens for a reason... And I think that this is God's way of letten me trust people... B/c I still trust you... I don't hate you... I don't regret anything we have done... I juss wish I would know the real reason why this had to happen or why it had to end like this... I mean I know wut you have said and wut people has said that you've said... And I know wut I've said... But I know that that isn't the truth... I know you better than taht... Well I guess not since when I thought everything was finally better... But I think I know wut really happened... It happened before... And I shoulda known it was gonna happen again... I juss wish you would tell me... I'm not blind... I'm not stupid... And I know that that is the real reason why...You can deny it and she can deny it... But I know it's the truth... But oh well... THe pain will go away.....