Him
He has looked at me like no one ever has before. He just looks at me, for no reason at all, except to look. He's the only guy I have ever talked about the future with and not been scared or said "if we're still together by then." He makes me crazy, in a good way. We laugh together a whole lot. Being with him makes me realize what an ass the last one was (I should rephrase that, the last few). We don't know what will happen when I go away but I pray the seperation will only be temporary.