Apr 29, 2007 03:45
so, why is it so hard to find girls that are tolerable.
has every female become crazy and unable to see greater heights? Is every female the same as the next; jealous, half-crazy, severely insecure, unable to hold themselves together without a boyfriend by their side at all times?..... or am i over analyzing? nah. I mean I have mood swings, but I've noticed that many girls accept the way they act/treat others as a result of a mood swing/crazy hormonal change, and they take it out on those around them. Everything is justified to us just cause we "feel" it. feelings come and go as THEY please, not as YOU want them to, which should make you think twice before doing crazy shit cause you FEEL a certain way. It's called becoming aware of the power in your mind, self-control. fuck, ya know-practice it some time. you'll be a bit more level, I promise.
I'm convinced I just don't meet the right foxys, so i spend most time with the boys. what can i say- they make more sense and.... easier to relate with in a way. Has been this way for...since i can remember, since elemntary. I haven't had female companionship for so long now, that it is almost weird when I try. I'm picky. Every girl, besides my forever beloved ASHLEE, has really always done something/possessed a behavior that I couldn't handle for more than several hours and definitely someone i'd never consider hollering at to hang out with.
like damn. where are all the girls with sense. I NEED FEMALES, HELLO I AM ONE.....
maybe the lack of girlfriends growing up has effected me in some way. like upbringing.
interesting.
thats all
kbye