(no subject)
pick yourself the fuck up jess.
he's no longer worth it.
and you are an amazing person.
and under no circumstances should your actions and choices determine someone else's love, and care for you.
under no circumstance, should someone use my struggles against me.
we have emotions for a reason, and I'm happy say I dont turn them off and ignore them in fear of heartache. in fear of mental-melt-down. I cant believe how easy it is for people to make themselves numb on command. Not care. running and actually hiding- tricking your mind.
that's how you miss out on growth, and insight. but for some I guess, that's better then having a little hurt.
fuck you, and this entire past year. you just made something so beautiful, so worthless. You'll have to grow up some day, and confront the problems that surround you.
i'm done.
he's no longer worth it.
and you are an amazing person.
and under no circumstances should your actions and choices determine someone else's love, and care for you.
under no circumstance, should someone use my struggles against me.
we have emotions for a reason, and I'm happy say I dont turn them off and ignore them in fear of heartache. in fear of mental-melt-down. I cant believe how easy it is for people to make themselves numb on command. Not care. running and actually hiding- tricking your mind.
that's how you miss out on growth, and insight. but for some I guess, that's better then having a little hurt.
fuck you, and this entire past year. you just made something so beautiful, so worthless. You'll have to grow up some day, and confront the problems that surround you.
i'm done.