May 04, 2004 18:42
Ok so here I am sitting at the library and only three essays away from being ready for my American Diversity final on Thursday. I'm getting more eager to go home by the day. I will miss my friends abut I am surely ready to get away from it all and go home. I definitely need a change of scenery.
So...yup...still at the library. I smell cause I forgot to put deoderant on when I was frantically trying to get the hell out of the dorm. I am also experiening one of the worst hair weeks ever. Fro would have to be an understatement. I have listened to the same 17 songs since about 2:00 and it is going on 7 now. I think I might cry if I hear Jay Z again.
I wanted to write down my thoughts before my dinner/deoderant break so that I might clear my head. I wonder what it is like to be truly happy. Well, once something in your life goes well, another area falls to shit. It would be nice to be content with life and not have to deal with problems every other day. I would love to wake up in the morning and not have one conflict in the back of my mind. It would be great. I long for the feeling of contentment where you go about your business without feeling like shit for thinking about how someone feels about what you are doing, or a friend who is mad at you, or an assignment that is sitting around and waiting to kick your ass.
I guess I can only dream!