who cares right?
ever just wanna cry your eyes out? till you cant cry no more...i am sitting here crying and i dont even know why im crying... its just that time i guess... i guess i have episodes where i realize just how unhappy i am... there are few points in my life that are worth smiling for... its great how you can seem so incredibly fine on the outside and be totally dieing on the inside... its crazy how ive lost the ability to show most imotions.... like i will totally wanna hug you and say your the best i love you and i will think about it and i wont do it... its totally weird... i feel empty almost you know... purposeless and empty... such a fucking lovely feeling huh... whatever im gonna get going cause i shouldnt even be awake.... i gotta go to work tomorrow....