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I want to listen to music and cry my eyes out. I wish I could bring up Kazaa while I am on Semagic but my computer sucks so it basically freezes whenever I try to bring up more than one program.
The past couple of weeks have been very hectic, frustrating, busy, and depressing.
I have had TONS of school work, not to mention the problems I am having with money. I never have any and Gregg doesn't either because we are both looking for jobs.
I ache to spend days floating around, not caring about deadlines or any looming problems. I want to sail through my yard and pluck flowers and place them behind my ear and wrap them in strands around my neck. I want to fall back into the soft grass and spend hours watching the clouds float by. I want to drive with Gregg on the Blue Ridge Parkway, stopping at each overlook and admiring the miles of earth below us. I ache to curl up under blankets with Gregg in a tent while we listen to the last of our crackling fire burn away.
I want to write again.
I feel it inside, trapped but listening.
The past couple of weeks have been very hectic, frustrating, busy, and depressing.
I have had TONS of school work, not to mention the problems I am having with money. I never have any and Gregg doesn't either because we are both looking for jobs.
I ache to spend days floating around, not caring about deadlines or any looming problems. I want to sail through my yard and pluck flowers and place them behind my ear and wrap them in strands around my neck. I want to fall back into the soft grass and spend hours watching the clouds float by. I want to drive with Gregg on the Blue Ridge Parkway, stopping at each overlook and admiring the miles of earth below us. I ache to curl up under blankets with Gregg in a tent while we listen to the last of our crackling fire burn away.
I want to write again.
I feel it inside, trapped but listening.