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i have been spending a lot of time vegging out and zoning out and totally being a loser in some sort of half comatose state for most of my time. i am too frustrated with all the work that i have to do for the little prince show, so much so that i am not doing any of it. but i am still almost done.
i have been thinking a lot about my plans to be an art major. it is weird because everything i am doing this summer is conflicting with my plans to concentrate on art for the rest of my life and be an artist. and I am contemplating how I will be able to get a job without getting a degree, in the event that I have to drop out of school. How the internships I have right now are experience that will help that. but i need to also have experience with art so that i can make a living doing that, despite a degree or not. so pretty much, as soon as I finish these costumes, hopefully in the next day or two.. I will be drawing again. Maybe even painting. I have decided to stop going to my sketch writing class because I am not enjoying it and there are really more important things for me to do with my time.
I am also trying very hard to spend time with people and be friends with people, but that is also hard. I want to calm down a little... I guess thats all I'm saying.
I also need to stop eating so many cookies in one day. I am getting flubby in the tummy. I need a cookie quota. But I love cookies so much. Life is so hard.
i have been thinking a lot about my plans to be an art major. it is weird because everything i am doing this summer is conflicting with my plans to concentrate on art for the rest of my life and be an artist. and I am contemplating how I will be able to get a job without getting a degree, in the event that I have to drop out of school. How the internships I have right now are experience that will help that. but i need to also have experience with art so that i can make a living doing that, despite a degree or not. so pretty much, as soon as I finish these costumes, hopefully in the next day or two.. I will be drawing again. Maybe even painting. I have decided to stop going to my sketch writing class because I am not enjoying it and there are really more important things for me to do with my time.
I am also trying very hard to spend time with people and be friends with people, but that is also hard. I want to calm down a little... I guess thats all I'm saying.
I also need to stop eating so many cookies in one day. I am getting flubby in the tummy. I need a cookie quota. But I love cookies so much. Life is so hard.