the stars will cry the blackest tears tonight...
I asked Josh the question that's been on my mind for a long, long time and here is the response I get:
hey,
What you been doing NMH just fixing to go to bed I went to wrestling practice today and before practice I weighed 145 now I weigh 139 so I had a good practice. Now I dont think we are getting snow this week but we are suppose to next Monday is rain/snow and Tuesday is Snow. I also heard it was suppose to be a NICE one I hope it hits us hard. To answer your question between us I dont know I mean I like you and all but I am in alot of sports and if you can deal with that then things could work out but if not I guess we should just stay friends. If you choose you cant deal with all the sports and all I dont wont you to stop talking to me or stop e-mailing me or act different towards me or anything like that ok. I just want to be honest with you. I have told you this before you are the only girl I feel safe around you arent like these other hoes and only go out with me just to see what they can get I really like you for that and I dont wont you to change that at all ok. I am going to get off of here now ok Ill talk to you later
Now what the fuck do I do?!?!?!
Gone from cloud nine to cloud zero.
This is why I hate asking dudes how they feel about me. I read these words last night and I broke. I was happy/sad/excited/angry all at the same time. I hope things will go as I want this weekend and maybe I will get the opportunity to explore/talk about the feelings I have.
"I'm not afraid of dying... but I am afraid of losing you"
hey,
What you been doing NMH just fixing to go to bed I went to wrestling practice today and before practice I weighed 145 now I weigh 139 so I had a good practice. Now I dont think we are getting snow this week but we are suppose to next Monday is rain/snow and Tuesday is Snow. I also heard it was suppose to be a NICE one I hope it hits us hard. To answer your question between us I dont know I mean I like you and all but I am in alot of sports and if you can deal with that then things could work out but if not I guess we should just stay friends. If you choose you cant deal with all the sports and all I dont wont you to stop talking to me or stop e-mailing me or act different towards me or anything like that ok. I just want to be honest with you. I have told you this before you are the only girl I feel safe around you arent like these other hoes and only go out with me just to see what they can get I really like you for that and I dont wont you to change that at all ok. I am going to get off of here now ok Ill talk to you later
Now what the fuck do I do?!?!?!
Gone from cloud nine to cloud zero.
This is why I hate asking dudes how they feel about me. I read these words last night and I broke. I was happy/sad/excited/angry all at the same time. I hope things will go as I want this weekend and maybe I will get the opportunity to explore/talk about the feelings I have.
"I'm not afraid of dying... but I am afraid of losing you"