bad timing.
so cody ignored my phone calls yesterday and today because he was scared to talk to me. we are taking a break. i am single now. i saw it coming, but then again i didnt. i was kinda in denial. he doesnt know what he wants right now. im sure parker has been working on him. we are still close and still friends. i am going to hodgenville with him on wednesday. at first i could have cried but i didnt. he invited me inside and i ate less than a half a bowl of cereal because i was nauseous. we flirted around and loosened up and i got all of my stuff out of his room and he gave me back my car key but i still have his apt. key. i went home and had a long talk with my parents and they helped me alot. i am kinda relieved now tho. me and cody both know we are going to get back together, just not right now. i have to get everything worked out. alot of it had to do with the fact that i wasnt acting the same around him and he didnt think he was making me happy anymore. he was, i was just so stressed thats all i could think about. so we are both figuring out life one step at a time apart right now but we will finish together. this we both are sure of. i am optimistic about our future.