i love you all!!!
amz- yes i was being serious but its cool dont worry about it. forrilly!
jenn-yes i wrote that in about 10 minutes so it kinda sucks but thanks anyway! i love you too girl! yes i liked northside. i did go for you... i know thats bad. ive been struggling lately. like the past year lol. just ever since camp last year things started going downhill. now im kinda like ok right now i wanna do it my way. i know thats bad. i try to pray and junk but it just feels like a ritual. and at church im too worried about if marlana and lauren are going to talk to me and if they really still like me or if they are being fake and i dont even want to bring cody to church because i will be too worried about them and whatever. i go to church to see you and to appease my parents. i know, thats bad too. so in other words going to northside i felt out of place because im not on the same page as everyone else there right now. the talk was really good though, i did like it. and yes me and cody will be there next week. he will have to sit on the end tho or something i dont want any high school-like bickering bullshit.
so that was jessicas current spiritual life in a nutshell. dandy.
i am sooooooooooosososososoossoo happy with cody. jenn, i hope you and daniel have the connection that me and cody have. it is an awesome awesome feeling. i have never felt anything like it. im so enamored. i hope everyone who hasnt found love will find what i am experiencing. cody is more than i could ever ask for. he is so sweet and he loves me sooo much. i can see it in his eyes. he is so gentle and warm and loving and caring and thoughtful. sorry guys but i could go on for days. really.
ok ill stop.
so this past weekend was sweeeeeeeet. i have pics on the facebook.
well i guess thats all-kisses!
jenn-yes i wrote that in about 10 minutes so it kinda sucks but thanks anyway! i love you too girl! yes i liked northside. i did go for you... i know thats bad. ive been struggling lately. like the past year lol. just ever since camp last year things started going downhill. now im kinda like ok right now i wanna do it my way. i know thats bad. i try to pray and junk but it just feels like a ritual. and at church im too worried about if marlana and lauren are going to talk to me and if they really still like me or if they are being fake and i dont even want to bring cody to church because i will be too worried about them and whatever. i go to church to see you and to appease my parents. i know, thats bad too. so in other words going to northside i felt out of place because im not on the same page as everyone else there right now. the talk was really good though, i did like it. and yes me and cody will be there next week. he will have to sit on the end tho or something i dont want any high school-like bickering bullshit.
so that was jessicas current spiritual life in a nutshell. dandy.
i am sooooooooooosososososoossoo happy with cody. jenn, i hope you and daniel have the connection that me and cody have. it is an awesome awesome feeling. i have never felt anything like it. im so enamored. i hope everyone who hasnt found love will find what i am experiencing. cody is more than i could ever ask for. he is so sweet and he loves me sooo much. i can see it in his eyes. he is so gentle and warm and loving and caring and thoughtful. sorry guys but i could go on for days. really.
ok ill stop.
so this past weekend was sweeeeeeeet. i have pics on the facebook.
well i guess thats all-kisses!