Happy Valentimes dayy!!
so this valentines day was the best ive ever had. cody cooked me dinner and bought me a dozen roses in a vase with a little balloon in it and a bag of candy hearts and a card. yay! i was happy. i got him these 2 pillows at meijer that he wanted and a bunch of candy and a card. it was just awesome. i just love spending time with him.
to all you single ppl out there at least go get some!! hahahaha :) i sure would!
so i want to move to australia. i just want to move away. jeff just isnt cutting it for me anymore. wanna know why i try to avoid going to church now? yes, because of one person. i know its dumb. but it hurts me that lauren doesnt seem to care one bit about our friendship. i looked up to her. past tense. id rather her not talk to me than be fake though. i just wish she cared. oh well.
i wanna move out so bad. i know i say this like every day but really. all my dad does is bitch at me because i dont do things his way and im just as stubborn as he is. i love him so much. i just want him to talk to me like dads normally talk to their kids. i want him to just accept me for me and quit trying to change me. i guess he wont miss me until im gone.
oh yeah! ive been working at ups for a year today! yay. im tired of working nights. realllly tired of it. i miss getting up early. my whole day is gone bc im sleeping. my whole schedule is fucked up because of 3 hours in the middle of the night every night.
i freakin love cody. hes just amazing.
welp im gonna stop complaining and go home and go to sleep because it stinks in here and the guy next to me keeps lookin at what im writing. mind your own!! kisses
to all you single ppl out there at least go get some!! hahahaha :) i sure would!
so i want to move to australia. i just want to move away. jeff just isnt cutting it for me anymore. wanna know why i try to avoid going to church now? yes, because of one person. i know its dumb. but it hurts me that lauren doesnt seem to care one bit about our friendship. i looked up to her. past tense. id rather her not talk to me than be fake though. i just wish she cared. oh well.
i wanna move out so bad. i know i say this like every day but really. all my dad does is bitch at me because i dont do things his way and im just as stubborn as he is. i love him so much. i just want him to talk to me like dads normally talk to their kids. i want him to just accept me for me and quit trying to change me. i guess he wont miss me until im gone.
oh yeah! ive been working at ups for a year today! yay. im tired of working nights. realllly tired of it. i miss getting up early. my whole day is gone bc im sleeping. my whole schedule is fucked up because of 3 hours in the middle of the night every night.
i freakin love cody. hes just amazing.
welp im gonna stop complaining and go home and go to sleep because it stinks in here and the guy next to me keeps lookin at what im writing. mind your own!! kisses