What went wrong ?
As I look back at the things I've done, or should I say, things I tried to do, I realize I did not always get it right. I guess in the grand design of things, there is no second chances. Some things I could have done better , some things maybe not so much. At least I don't think I made the same mistakes that where done to me. I made my own. I am sorry for that. I guess I have no one to blame but myself. Life does not come with instructions. We all want to make it better for ours than the way we had it. I tried. I just wish it wasn't so hard to be alone. I just can't get used to it. Even living with Ryan, It's sometime worse than actually being alone. I miss it the way it was.