im soo bored
today sucked. i got up way too early and no1 was around all day every1 was at the wedding or doin sumthin else. i read a book and then took a shower hopeing that maybe someone would call with sumthin to do lol but it neva happened. to add to it finch, 1 of my favorite bands is playing RIGHT NOW like down the street from me and i can hear it and im
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by now u have probably heard that i didn't go 2 the wedding yesterday becuz i have the biggest JERK for a dad IN THE WORLD! he said i hadda clean my room if i was goin 2 the wedding, 30 MINUTES BEFORE I HAD @ LEAVE!!!! so i culdn't go cuz in that time, i hadda use to get ready to actually leave. he is the biggest !#@$% in the world!!! argh!!! i mean, it's a wedding, right?! it dusn't happen evry weekend! i am still very much pissed @ him, and am not talking to him.
but aside from that, after sulking and generally jus bein pissed @ my rents 4 a while in my room, i decided 2 give it a go and ask my mom if i culd go 2 the finch show with u. she said no, i asked y, and she asked y she shuld let me go ne where, and i said tha ti cleaned my stupid room so y culdn't i go?! so she said, go ask ur dad. and then i got kinda mad cuz she always goes with wut my dad says, even if she lets me do sumthin and then he randomly says i can't. so i called her out on it and then she said, just 4 that, i culdn't. and then i said, 'but i thot u needed 2 consult with dad first. how come u can jus tell me i can't without his consent, but u can make up ur mind and say no without him.' then i walked away.
i So was not even gonna go ask my dad, but i figured in the first place, that i really wasn't gonna go cuz u were prolly out with coran(sp?) so i wasn't gonna bother. (plus i had next 2 no cash. =? ) so that just sux cuz i culda jus called u up and we culda gone. prolly. tho i wulda hadda borrow money from sum1 in my fam who i hate. 1 of them. but it was def a sucky day. well, sucky dusn't even begin to cover it, but now it jus sux more knowin we were the only 2 NOT at the wedding and we both had an alternative and wanted 2 go 2 the show sooo bad. and now i am gonna go cry in my room that i am sucha bum and didn't call u. BOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! i am so depressed now.
Ciao. Ngozi.
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