May 10, 2009 00:17
i noticed that all of our fighting is directly related to the amount of alcohol i consumed. let's try something new, no more drinking. no more degressing. no more stressing. after tonight i am completely independent and so ready for this relationship. i promise i'll trust you without letting you break my heart. sounds like a plan.
p.s. ex boyfriend, i know you're downstairs right now, and i know that we're due for a repeat of last night. calling me from my roof and talking to me late into the night. i dont want to, but i'll do that for you, for the second night in a row. i know that you love me and i know that your actions are based solely on your alcohol tolerance tonight. it's okay and i forgive you, but you're going to eventually have to stop tapping on my window. if you can.