life in general...
its awesome. i mean, yeah some things could be better, but my lifes on the uphill again... i fixed things with luke and he invited me to go to the fair with him and abby...and said i could bring "sum1" he said my sister would be ok but i knew he was hinting at me bringing jeff..... i dont think imma go with them bcuz it would be awkward being there with him and his ex/new gf.... but it was kewl thet they wanted me to go in the first place.
things with jeff i must admit are still confusing.... but i meen i know he cares about me, but being the typical guy he is, he is afraid of commitment and hes not ready for a stable girlfriend. which im ok with for now... plus when school starts i might find i like sum1 else better...u never know....
it was weird...this morning i called him at about 3 and we were talking and i was like omg its so effing hott in here and hes all like well strip then and i was like lmao yeah ud like that now wouldnt u....he said sumthing to the effect of only slightly and we started talking and its weird how comfortable i am with talking to him about almost anything...we were on the fone till like 520 or sumthin like that and it was so....comfortable. hmm.. yes i must admit i enjoy talking to him, amongst other things...
so anyways tonite in like 30 mins i am going to crossgates to go school shopping...and seeing as im buying my own school clothes, i am buying what I WANT not what my father would want me to get if he was here. haha... i think imma stop by places like wet seal, deb, forever 21, and possibly sears and pennies....and of corse im goin to target....and walmart....
so yeah i finally get to unwind and do sumthin besides work...while spending time with one of my best friends---my mom. the only thing that could be better is if janna and lana were here... i love u guys.... oh yeah that reminds me...
Happy-Fuckin'-16th-Birthday, Tot!
so yeah thats about it.... i love and miss alla yalls..... :)