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wow today went by fast fast!! i got up at 630 this morning, took a shower, fixed my hair, and got ready for work, as per usual, and i was STILL ready 30 mins early...so i get to work...not even 5 mins after i clock in, my right hair tie broke [i was wearing 2 pigtails]....so i had to take my left one and make it into 1 pigtail...i was sure it meant that today was gonna suck...but it didnt. i ran [i.e. got food for] connie and dianne then after that i presented [i.e. gave ppl their food] at the front drive thru the rest of the day...b4 i knew it it, it was 2 o clock and time for me to go... so i clocked out and waited for jammer to get done at 3...well as i was waiting, luke [16 yr old asian i work with] was talking with me as he swept and mopped [purposely taking too much time, i noticed]. he gave me advice about ichabod crane [my new school] and told me "be careful: theres alot of stoners, goths, and preppy bitches"... he also gave me his sn... which was kewl...so then he went back to work... omg as jammer got done i was standing by the counter...jus waiting...spaced out like always...then i came back down to earth and OMFG... kyle and..uhh...w/e the other guys name is...they were staring at me! then i think i saw kyle whisper to the other guy something about me AND my boobs and then andy walked up and i think luke too and all 4 were staring at me and i was like "WHAT?!" and walked away...it kinda scared me.... :-X
as im updating i might as well say i had a dream last night about my lost hope... we had a long convo with my sister in the room then i told her to leave...and she did [it had to be a dream for her to actally have left! lol] well then he told me he was sorry and kissed my hand then he laid on my lap and we talked for a while...and after that we cuddled... i hate the fact that im starting to remember my dreams. i wish it was real... :'( .....so anyways then i woke up and forgot about it-till after my shower when i turned on my radio and it all came flooding back.... gwen stefani's "cool" was on and i started crying.
MY DREAMS SUCK. :'(
as im updating i might as well say i had a dream last night about my lost hope... we had a long convo with my sister in the room then i told her to leave...and she did [it had to be a dream for her to actally have left! lol] well then he told me he was sorry and kissed my hand then he laid on my lap and we talked for a while...and after that we cuddled... i hate the fact that im starting to remember my dreams. i wish it was real... :'( .....so anyways then i woke up and forgot about it-till after my shower when i turned on my radio and it all came flooding back.... gwen stefani's "cool" was on and i started crying.
MY DREAMS SUCK. :'(