Jan 16, 2005 00:12
i feel like im about to have an emotional crisis... and i dont even know why...
life right now is fucked up and good at the same time...
im happy but at the same time im really not..
im tired of calabasas... mostly everyone only cares about themselves and about the drama...
i wish i was done wiith school already...
year 2004 was great but dont get me wrong year 2003 was way better..
all year 2003 consisted of was our group.. and my friends who i hardly see anymore but who i still and will always luv.. i miss you guys...
my birthday is in around 19 dayz.. and ussually id be excited, but im not for some reason.. maybe just because its another year.. ill just be 17 nothing that exciting.. and its not like im doing anything 4 it
i love how livejournal is a place to vent.. just to let everything spill out... and its your choice if u decide to read it or not..
im just tired of the bullshit in life.. i havnt been myself in awhile and i miss it...
one more thing i miss u baby...xoxo