Derek~~miss you FOREVER please come back!!!

[jessikca]

ok well i finally got back on excite to day and when i got on i got an IM from derek..i was thinking he was saying hes not really leaving but thats not whut it said instead it said something completely different.......

Derek: Im sorry it had to be like this
im sorry it had to end here
the 2 years of friendship we had
will never dissapear

this might not mean much to you
but it does to me
so please read this
and always remember me
for i will always remember you
and all of the good times we had
i just hope you remember me too
and it makes me very sad

dont cry because of what i did
but be happy for the memories
dont go and hurt yourself
to make the pain ease

im sure well meet agian sometimes
maybe agian tomorrow or tonight
but if we do meet
i dont want to fight

i want to remember
all the times we had together
because to me
those memories will last forever

love always,

Derek =)

Of course this made me cry. why oh fucking why does everything thats good to me have to leave. Derek Is like my BEST friend just online and fucking I dont want him gone it fucking sucks! I dont nkow whut to fucking say im just so lost for words im hoping that if he does come bakc he reads this and i HOPE (cuz thats all i can do is hope) that he will read this and come back.... thats all for now..Byes
^~*Jessikca*~^